Sensitive !

Dear friends,
I'm sorry for behaving like someone else ..
As you guys know that I am an easy-going person but not today .
Today I feel sensitive, bad mood, sad and
I don't wish to talk to anyone .
I want to be alone and at the same time
I also want someone to be there with me ..
I felt really bad to leave you guys without telling where am I going .
Actually, I went home . No mood to study at all ! All I want is to eat !
Hope you guys would understand . Thanks .. Loveyyouall ♥


I want to:
-spend time with you girls on Friday night
-eat during lunch everyday
-take photos and videos TOGETHER
-share our stories and secrets
-be friends forever
-be a good friend for you girls

Friday Night Out ♥

Hello ! Last Friday I went to watch Footloose with my baby girl, Nissa :D Both of us had lots of fun at Shaw theaters at Iluma, Bugis . Woot woot !! Here are the pictures that we took ..

I'm all set to go out !

 After we ate our lunch, we bought the tickets :) Me.

 Sat down and chit chat while eating Frozen Yogurt ..

 Nissa with her lovely smile .

 Me washing my eyes on the Hot Guys .. hahah .

 After watching movie, we head to Long John Silver .

 Nissa had her dinner there .

 This PBG (Perangai Budak Gemuk/ Behaves Like a Fat Girl) always eat :D

 Me watching her eating and wash our eyes again .. Lol .

I was pissed as my plan to overnight with a boy named, Shakir was cancelled :/

 Trying to cool myself down ..

 Still I met Him that night :)

The Cute Boy ! Shakir :)

Nissa said that when we are stress, it's better to dance rather than you smoke or drink . Ohh .. Other's have different kind of mindset sayang ♥ Some do smoke and drink to release their stress . 

I don't want to elaborate what I did during the overnight with Shakir and his friends .

The End . K bye . 

Lovely Girl

Had fun spending the night with this lovely girl, Sarah Omar . Her last night in the west and she is moving out from Choa Chu Kang today :( So no more overnight at our void decks anymore .. But it's okay . She still will be coming here to school . Unfortunately, I can't meet her because I end school week days at 5pm except for Friday . Hmmmm .. What I can only say is Take care alright ? Don't be naughty . Hahah . Love you ♥

Look at her cute face ! I swear I'm gonna miss her so much :((

Emotions

The way I behave this pass few days had got to do with my mother of course . I'm glad that she back home ! Well, since the day she came back home it was the happiest moment of my life :) I really had fun talking beside her on the bed all day . She taught me how to cook, knit and make kueh lapis(Malay traditional cake) before she behave like the way she was before . Honestly, boredom didn't strike until she wasn't satisfied with the arrangements of the house .. She became who she was before she met with an accident . Unfortunately, she bang her injured leg onto the ground and she blame me for that when I didn't even touch it . Since then the both of us didn't talk to each other but she had tried to talk to me again but as ego is on my side, I was still angry because she puts the blame on me . I think I should just ignore that and do my own things ..

History

You shall be part of my life . No matter who you are or what are you to me .. It all matters on how you treat me before and it shall remain like that . Can't you ever use your brain to think about how I feel and what did I did to improve our relationship ?? I may be calm and kept quite but it doesn't mean I don't have a heart to feel and a brain to think .


Who/ what am I actually to you ? Robot ?

Hospital .

I am sorry for not updating my blog for a long period of time . I've been busy lately with school and with my mum .. Basically, my mum had been admitted to the hospital after she get hit by a van due to jay walking near my house area ..  It has been two weeks and today she has already transferred to a rehab center in Jurong West to get her physio therapy . I am sad knowing that she can't walk, work or come home everyday for 3 months since the day she get hit .. Anyway, I've been going to the hospital straight after school for the whole two weeks and reach home late at night . Today I didn't get to meet her ! I know she is sad and I can't bear looking at her tears rolling down her cheeks .. I would be so stress ! I am trying to think positive and not to think much but looking at her face, I know she is sad .

Sometimes, I blame myself for what had happened .. Few years ago, I had been admitted to the hospital also due to jay walking and I know how it feels to get hit by a vehicle and the negative feelings that are all mixed together .. Since that day, I had a phobia of jay walking and I don't want it to happen again . One day before she get hit by the vehicle, while I was crossing the road with her after she bought for me a pair of school heels .. We were crossing the road, I told her not to jay walk .. I explained to her but maybe she thought that was complaining so she told me not to panic as we were about to cross the road without using the traffic lights .. I said "I don't want to cross the road .. I want to use the traffic lights . Next time do not jay walk again when there is  a high volume of vehicles from 5pm to 8.30pm . I got phobia of crossing the road when there is so many vehicles la .." and she told me "Don't panic can ?!" I told her "One day you will know how it feels ." I think whatever things that I said came true ..

For few days straight tears kept flowing down my cheeks :'( I still can't accept the fact for what had happened to my family ! My mother is a single parent and she is the only person who is working in the house . She is a sole-breadwinner . She took a good care of my brother, my grandmother and I . I admire her a lot .. 


Umi, I am sorry if what had happen to you was because of my bad mouth . I only have you and Abang now . I don't want to trouble you .. I was stress when I saw you were crying yesterday . I hope you will forgive me ..

Sisters .

That is her :))

This is The family of Sitra Santana . 

Firstly, I want to blog about my sister .. Salinda is her name . She is 6 years old this year .. She may not look like me because she is my half blood sister . I miss her a lot . The last time we met was on 19 June . That's when all The Sitra Santana family gathered together to celebrate Father's Day and her birthday .. Sitra Santana is my great grandfather name . He is a Javanese and I am proud to be one too .. Although I have an Indian blood, I am really proud to be in these family . I may not have a prefect family but I am glad to have my love ones around me and to support me when I am down .. I love my life, my family and myself ♥

New Blog . New Job - Manicures .

Hey !! Sorry for not updating my blog .. I've been busy lately . Holidays as you guys know, I don't spend most of my time in front of the computer . I have other better things to do .. Hahah ! Okay, to be frank I just want to post about my latest part-time job . I have already made a new manicure blog which I will be handling during my free time .. Honestly, I don't have time to find a job and work at the same time when I am schooling . I know myself well enough and I know I can't cope with many things in my hand and in my life . Do drop by to have a look on some of the designs that I created and some of them I had tried whenever I watch YouTube and Tumblr . http://gorgeouslooking-manicure.blogspot.com/ . 

Tumblr .

 Okay time to update my TUMBLR ! So ....... Better read my Tumblr okay ? You are going to regret if you never reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeead it :P hhahahahahah ! I swear . So this is my tumblr website, www.theregoeshisbby.tumblr.com . Furthermore, my tumblr is interesting, cute, sweet, most importantly I always post about Justin Biber and Zayn Malik ! They are super hotttttttttttttttttttttttt and super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee :))

Mira Kimora .

Well, this is my sister loveeeeeeeeeeeee :) I shall share who is she to me . That girl is Siti Nur Amirah Bte Amran, she is going to be 17 on the 8th of September . I so so love her many many because she always make me laugh anywhere and anytime .. I appreciate her presence in my life . She has been there throughout my ups and downs .. She will always be there and hopefully she will . She gave me courage and motivate me to move on in life, to think back what i have missed in my past and cherish the old meeeeeeeeee ♥ 

Thank you bayyyyyyyyyyyyy .

My Blog My Say .

Hahahaha ! Never regret what i do in life :)

Penat Penat Penat .

Look at yourself .

My history of life will always stay in my mind .

Go to IKEA then go check yourself in the mirror .. Its free y'knw :)

Continue- GET THE FUCK OVER WITH IT !

What can i say ? It would just be a dream for me . Its okay .. There are many other fishes in the sea and i'm sure they will accept me for the way i am and not the way they want me to be . Like i say "I am who I am . I don't live to be FAKE ." I don't live to please anyone around me . No One . 

One person that can accept me for the way i am is my mum, but she hope that i could change for the better for myslef and not for the worst .. I shall do it for the sake of people around me that love me :) Doing my best . First thing that i did was taking out my nose stud that have been with me for 1 year and few months .. Now, moving on .

Yours sincerely,

Jaja Cintaa ♥

Nail Polish Designs

Aren't the nail polish designs below cute ? Agree with me please ..They look pretty cool to me :) If only this are my nails .. I would go gaga over it whenever i look at them . Well, I'm sure you all know that nail painting is one of my hobbies .. When i am bored, nothing to do at home or during my free time I would just paint my nails for hours .. Make it look pretty either with the designs that i create on my own, put on some nail stickers that just to make it stand out different from other of my friends nails or watch Youtube post by some people in this whole blue world and start painting my nails . Honestly, I get crazy with the nail polish colours with different brands .. For me, nails are important . Its my first priority .

Anyways, one of my project in school is managing business management, my group member's and i make it successful . We also earn more than $50 per day providing our service in the school .. I love designing my customers nails :)

 

The nail painting service that i provide is only $6 for two hands .. So, if you want to paint your nails just contact me through my Blog, Twitter, Formspring or Facebook at Cookiejar@live.com or Jaja Cintaa .

This is what i think .

This is for you for walking out of my life .

Family Day at Batu Pahat, Malaysia .

Hey Readers ! Sorry for not updating my bloggy .. Now, i am going to blog about my family day at m'sia .. The above pictures says it all .Well, it has been many goat years, months and days i never get to go out with my family .. Finally on the 30th of April and 1st of May, we had a wedding invitation from our relatives there :) Actually, i really didn't want to go because of the insects and i know that i won't be comfortable staying there without my grandmother and my elder brother with me and i will feel awkward . For the sake of my mum, i decided to go as my younger sister tagged along .. Furthermore, when we reached at JB, we went to shop at the provision shops . I asked some money from my mum .. Guess how much she gave me .. Never mind, i just tell you guys okay ? She gave me only 6 ringgit -_- WTH . I told her "Ni nk gy beli barang pon tk lepas .. " Indirectly, please give me more . She asked me what i want to buy then i said "Something ;)" She ended up giving me 10 ringgit .. Honestly, i bought cigarette which cost exactly 10 ringgit . Hahahah ! After that we went to another shop nearby and i took facial cleanser and hair cream for myself and placed it in the basket and my mum had to pay for it :) Hahahah ! Evil daughter . Muahahahakakaka .. Then we went to one of our relatives house and slept there only for one night . I can't stay there for long .. I kept slapping my whole body because of the mosquitoes sucking my blood . I don't donate my blood for insects you know .. Furthermore, most of the mosquitoes that sucked my blood was dead . I slapped it until it is really dead . I don't give them a chance not even when it pretend to be dead .. Hmph ! Scratching my body throughout the night . Moreover, i had to wake up early in the morning and took my shower then we went to another relative of mine house and finally the wedding .. I get to wash my eyes on the Mat Malaysia there . Got the cute ones ! Oh my .. Next, we went to one of shopping mall and i bought eyeshadow . I wanted to buy a butterfly nose stud which cost only 2.50 ringgit but my mum didn't allow me to buy .. I make a sour face all the way and i went to smoke . This time round, i don't care where i was smoking at . All of the passer by look at me ..  I was pissed off because my younger sister get to buy the things that she wants which was a bag and headband . Ergh ! While we were walking, i saw Danishh family . What a small world .. I was fine after i reach Singapore .. I didn't enjoy my stay there and get what i want to buy . I swear i am not going to balek kampong again unless i get to buy all the things that i want .. That's all :) thanks for reading .