Hospital .

I am sorry for not updating my blog for a long period of time . I've been busy lately with school and with my mum .. Basically, my mum had been admitted to the hospital after she get hit by a van due to jay walking near my house area ..  It has been two weeks and today she has already transferred to a rehab center in Jurong West to get her physio therapy . I am sad knowing that she can't walk, work or come home everyday for 3 months since the day she get hit .. Anyway, I've been going to the hospital straight after school for the whole two weeks and reach home late at night . Today I didn't get to meet her ! I know she is sad and I can't bear looking at her tears rolling down her cheeks .. I would be so stress ! I am trying to think positive and not to think much but looking at her face, I know she is sad .

Sometimes, I blame myself for what had happened .. Few years ago, I had been admitted to the hospital also due to jay walking and I know how it feels to get hit by a vehicle and the negative feelings that are all mixed together .. Since that day, I had a phobia of jay walking and I don't want it to happen again . One day before she get hit by the vehicle, while I was crossing the road with her after she bought for me a pair of school heels .. We were crossing the road, I told her not to jay walk .. I explained to her but maybe she thought that was complaining so she told me not to panic as we were about to cross the road without using the traffic lights .. I said "I don't want to cross the road .. I want to use the traffic lights . Next time do not jay walk again when there is  a high volume of vehicles from 5pm to 8.30pm . I got phobia of crossing the road when there is so many vehicles la .." and she told me "Don't panic can ?!" I told her "One day you will know how it feels ." I think whatever things that I said came true ..

For few days straight tears kept flowing down my cheeks :'( I still can't accept the fact for what had happened to my family ! My mother is a single parent and she is the only person who is working in the house . She is a sole-breadwinner . She took a good care of my brother, my grandmother and I . I admire her a lot .. 


Umi, I am sorry if what had happen to you was because of my bad mouth . I only have you and Abang now . I don't want to trouble you .. I was stress when I saw you were crying yesterday . I hope you will forgive me ..

Sisters .

That is her :))

This is The family of Sitra Santana . 

Firstly, I want to blog about my sister .. Salinda is her name . She is 6 years old this year .. She may not look like me because she is my half blood sister . I miss her a lot . The last time we met was on 19 June . That's when all The Sitra Santana family gathered together to celebrate Father's Day and her birthday .. Sitra Santana is my great grandfather name . He is a Javanese and I am proud to be one too .. Although I have an Indian blood, I am really proud to be in these family . I may not have a prefect family but I am glad to have my love ones around me and to support me when I am down .. I love my life, my family and myself ♥

New Blog . New Job - Manicures .

Hey !! Sorry for not updating my blog .. I've been busy lately . Holidays as you guys know, I don't spend most of my time in front of the computer . I have other better things to do .. Hahah ! Okay, to be frank I just want to post about my latest part-time job . I have already made a new manicure blog which I will be handling during my free time .. Honestly, I don't have time to find a job and work at the same time when I am schooling . I know myself well enough and I know I can't cope with many things in my hand and in my life . Do drop by to have a look on some of the designs that I created and some of them I had tried whenever I watch YouTube and Tumblr . http://gorgeouslooking-manicure.blogspot.com/ .