23 April 2011 - Saturday :)

Happy 17th Birthday to my friend Md Hanis ~ His birthday turn out to be a blast after so many changes of plans for his birthday :) We went to Home Team NS for Bowling and Laser Quest ! After that we went to Rasa Istimewa at Choa Chu kang Park and we had a delicious dinner there together and cake cutting ceremony was held at there too .. Moreover, it was the birthday man requested to have our dinner there . Most of our classmates did attend to have fun and enjoy their day there . It was great when we had our 4C reunion day which falls on Hanis birthday . Furthermore, i heard an information about one of my girl-friend is getting married next year ! OMG . All the best to you Noramirah Bte Hasbullah and Mizan . I hope all of us will keep in contact with each in few years ahead .. We are going to meet again this Saturday for Kite-Flying ♥ Yayyay  ! Hope it would be a blast too :) Well, as you can see below are the pictures that we took together . So start browsing ! 

I took this picture when i was bored and i do feel alone so this photo really symbolizes me ♥

Noramirah, Me and Ahmad .

Hahaha ! Me and her were bored waiting for our turn for bowling and ended up taking so many pictures ..

Pretty ? Oh .. Yessss ! heheh :)

I am a little meanie :) I didn't want to share the Ribena gummies . hahah !

Went for the Laser Quest . Only the Man :)

Cake ♥

Dinner and Cake Cutting .

Do comment about this post .. Thank you ♥

My Hopes .

Blogging always makes my day when people read my blog and comment on it . I am really glad to have readers like you guys and i do appreciate it lots .. So, here's another topic about my life . It all began when my hopes about someone/something were as high as the sky . I was really hoping that today miracles will happen . So i waited but it all went as deep as the sea soon after i realised that it is NOT going to happen . My hopes were crushed :( I shouldn't hope that some miracles would just appear in my life and i should just get over with it .. It is hard to let my hopes go . I kept hoping about it for days but today it seems that nothing will change .. I guess it will NEVER change . I am still thinking about it and i am trying not to put any hopes on it though . I can't lie to myself that i will never put any hopes . Furthermore, I am who I am . I don't live to be FAKE . I know that i can do something better for myself and my future ..  

I live for those who love me,
Whose hearts are kind and true;
For the Heaven that smiles above me,
And awaits my spirit too;
For all human ties that bind me,
For the task by God assigned me,
For the bright hopes yet to find me,
And the good that I can do . By: George Linnaeus Banks

 

I know that i can wait but until when ? It will always come to an end one day whether in a short or a long period of time .. I can move on but i know that i will keep thinking about the past because it is everything . It is a topic and even part of the chapter in my life . Without it, i can't get stronger to face anything ahead of me in future .. All the negative and positive thoughts would be hearing from others mindset that making me think the same as them and my own way of thinking . I get confused every time .. I told my mum about it but nothing change . She even told me that she wasn't interested about it and instead of encouraging me, she crushed my hopes . Patient is everything .What i will do now is wait till the day come and face it on my own . One day it will happen .. Still waiting patiently :)

And fluctuate 'twixt blind hopes and blind despairs,

And fancy that we put forth all our life,

And never know how with the soul it fares . By: Matthew Arnold

Kuda Kepang, Kompang and Bali Dance (Tahana Suria and Tiara Sutra)

Holla ! Jaja really really really miss kuda kepang friends and the bali dancers :( Sometimes, i feel that i do regret quiting but for my own self and i will stand with my own two feets . I will show to them that i won't depend on them anymore . What can i say kalao org dha tk nk aku ? Angkat kaki, jalan sudah .. Tkya nk hegeh'hegeh pat situ . Tk gune btol ? Kalao rase ade lagy ramai org nk jadi permanent pat situ okay . Lao tk, kaw yg rugi bukarn aku ;) I can anytime find a permanent job anytime, anywhere tapi masalah nye aku maseh skola and i only have time to work only on weekends .. Part mane lh yg krg tk paham and anyways i stay pasal i got an interest doing it . But now, i don't care about you anymore .. Sorry . Hahahaha ! Nk pedih'pedih je aku ni . Deep down, i do miss them .. Laughing out loud with the girls and also the boys . Smoke together at the void deck .. Most of all, performing together as one . Although most of the time it is not perfect but we enjoy ourselves though ♥

Ira and Me wearing Kuda Kepang clothes .

Tiara Sutra and Tahana Suria Boys (kompang) .

Ira, Mira and Me in Bali Costumes .

Nina and Me posing BALI pose .

Tiara Sutra in Kuda Kepang costumes .

School .

Yesterday, i was late to school by 30 minutes . Luckily my favourite lecturer, Ms Rosalyn was in the first lesson if not .. Haiyo ! I don't know what to say . I need to pay my fine and it was only $0.50 but this is my second time that i am late to school by half an hour only . hahahahah .. Lamer'lamer class aku kaye ngan duit aku .. As for today, i was late by 14 minutes . I must pay $0.10 for my fine but it will all go to the class fund :) Furthermore, i must do the class cheer ALONE in front of the whole class . ROFLOL ! One of my lecturer, Mrs Ang told me to do and well, it is worth doing because it encourage me not to be nervous standing in front of many people .

My day .

Hello ! Today i came to school late sia .. I woke up at 7 when i was suppose to be wake up at 6.15 am . I was somehow pissed off with my aunt . As soon as i woke up, i rushed to the toilet and she was in so i decided to wait for her .. I waited till the clock reached 7.30 am and i was fashionably late :) I took my time and i reached school at 9 . I clearly know that my class started at 8 and i am staying at Choa Chu Kang . Still,  i don't blame myself for being late ♥ Part of it, i took nearly 30 minutes just to put my make-up on . 

Next,  i want to post about this one guy kept messaging me . In my opinion, he is being obsessive .. I dislike obsessive guys . Moreover, he is just 14 .. What can i say about that ? He know that i ever have a boyfriend who is 3 years younger than me . That's was only once . Another one was 1 year younger than me .. So ? What he think that i am fcuking pedophile ? Well, i am not . I just go for younger boys because i got rejected by the older guys countless times .. I always do give guys chances to be with me but this time round i am going to change . I don't mind if you boys or guys want to be friends with me though . Just don't put any hopes ;) Honestly, i am not desperate for the time being . Hahahah !

Lastly, my hope crushed today because my bestfriend, Sarah Omar had a date at night and i can slack with her only for 5 minutes :( Furthermore, she must reach home at 10 pm . So, i don't think she can make it .. I can only play the computer before my elder brother reach home . I am really bored ..

School .

Hey ! School was fun today and i am so loving it :) I came to school EARLY again since 3 goat months ago ..  Unfortunately, the lecturer was late and we all got to wait for her to come before we can enter the reserve room . Gosh ! She is the one who is late today . I slept only for 2 hours . Fcuk . Tired sia ..  Ergh ! The good thing is that i showed to my lecturer that i am hard-working, kind to wipe the white-board and i did it willingly . I used to dislike her before this actually but now i guess not anymore .. Hah ! She get fooled by me easily sia . WTH . In an addition to that, she wanted to correct my grammar in that subject of hers . I got to admit that when i do my paper work spontaneously, i always mess up my grammar :) Hehehehe .. At least she apologise before she correct my grammar and ask whether i do mind about it . But it's A OKAY . So she continued the lesson but everyone seems to be bored with her lesson . First day of school reopens and furthermore it is early in the morning . What can i say ? I get bored too but i showed to her that i am keen to study .

During the second lesson, me and 3 of my friends; Nisa, Yan and Mira was late to class by 30 minutes . Which part ? Hahahaah ! We went for our break and we took our own sweet time but the next lecturer didn't really mind about it . When we entered the room, every of my classmates was at their own pace :) Well, Mira and i started sharing our stories until the lesson end . After that, we went for our Physical Fitness lesson and the three of us; Nisa, Mira and i were lazy to change so we decided to sit at the bench and listening to Nisa story about a guy :) Soon after the lesson ended, we went to have our lunch . Finally i get to eat my Ban Mian ! We sat at Matrix for about 1 hour and 30 minutes and still me and Mira enter the class by 4 minutes late .. Hahahah . IKR ?! First thing that we did was on the computer and started surfing the net and we went home after that ♥  Reach home; take shower, use moisturiser cream, put a masque on my face and sleep only for 1 hour, wake up, meet my bestfriend and went back home surfing the net again :) 

My half blood sister is going back home tomorrow ! School reopen .

Hello Earthlings ! I am going to miss my younger half blood sister because she is going home tomorrow morning :( I bet that next week my father won't send her to my house as he is lazy of course . Sometimes i feel sad that i don't have time for my little sis . She is part of my life and sometimes i would treat her like my own flesh or should i say my daughter ? I would buy her ice-cream, crackers, chocolate or even sweets when her parents and her step mom won't encourage her to eat junk food . I know my mom well enough and i know that she will not buy for us junk food . She is the type that look closely on the ingredients first before giving her children eat it .. As for my sis mom, i am quite close to her but i don't know her that much . I just feel awkward when the first time i went shopping with her . We took pictures using webcam just now while i was updating my blog ..

Tomorrow school reopens for the ITE students ! I am just lazy to wake up early to go to school and i will end up reaching to class late and sometimes i would just skip my lesson :) Its okay though . At least i won't get bored staying home and spending my time studying at school doing my projects .. OMG, I just remembered that i haven't do my project due last month ! I promised i will get it done by tomorrow . That's it for today . Goodbye ♥

Swimming

Hey ! Started my day going to Choa Chu Kang swimming complex with my younger half blood sister . She had lots of fun whereas for me, i got to take care of her things and wait for her .. Looking at her swim makes me feel happy though . The way she smile and kept calling for me to look at her swim just makes me love her more :) We spend only 1 hour there . When it rained, i told her to change her clothes because i was hungry and i wanted to eat as i didn't have my breakfast and lunch but she refuses to do so . She wanted to wait for the rain to stop and play the water first before going to Lot 1 .. I begged her to change her clothes and i told her that "Trust me it won't stop raining ." She made that pissed off look and she agreed to change . Well, after she change her clothes, we decided to go to Lot 1 and eat at Long John Silver .. Soon after filling our tummies, we went straight home . While we were on our way home, she refuses to hold my hand . All the way, she was being sulky .. Upon reaching home, she hugged me and i apologise to her for being selfish and i promised her that we will go swimming next time and this time round i will bring a friend to accompany me so that i would not be bored waiting for her alone ♥ 

Finally, i have updated my blog .

Hello ! Updating this blog of mine took like forever .. Looking at my bestfriend, Sarah Omar making her new blog makes me feel like updating and changing some stuffs on my bby bloggy . I am really tired right now but it is worth it :) It took about nearly 3 hours of my time just stare at the computer and make my blog pretty beautiful with Haifa Wehbe's picture on my blog background .

The picture above is my idol . I get crazy over her a lot .. She is  Haifa Wehbe . Looking at her pictures makes me smile every time . Look at her sexy lips, stunning eyes, long,  wavy and thick hair and her gorgeous curvy body . OH MY ! She look so P.R.E.T.T.Y ♥  While updating my blog just now, i get to listen to every of Haifa Wehbe's songs a Youtube and i will never get bored listening to her songs nor looking at her stunning pictures .. I kept listening to her songs over and over again :)

I don't know what to say already .. Bye bye :)