Love

Love is kind, about making sacrifices and patient.  Love protects, preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life.  Relationship is about two story of a man and women who is in love with each other. Understanding is part of the relationship. As well as trust, loyal intimacy, interdependence, honesty, care and concern. Not lies and dishonesty.

So here's my story, Me and my boyfriend dated for 3 months before we step into our relationship lives together. We broke up thrice and I almost feel like giving up but I really love him. How did I stay strong for this relationship more than my ego? I myself also wasn't sure about it.

I stayed because I really love him but there's too many things to care and figure things out on how trust him when he ever text other girls behind my back, looking at other girls even when I'm around and when I was looking at him? How was I sure that he wouldn't do that behind my back again? How could I keep this feelings and thoughts to myself? Even though he tells me that he love me everyday? I felt that this could make my feelings and love fade if I kept quiet and still trusting him even if he lies.

Lies, he lied to me about things he did. Promise not to lie but he still insist on lying. How can I trust him? It has been 8 months from we started dating, in a relationship, break-up thrice. I'd ever said that all guys are the same but.... if all guys would be the same why girls out there including me ever thought of finding someone else?

I'm going to keep my ego alive in this relationship because I think this is the only way to keep myself from getting hurt. He never think of what I feel, think and do. I tried my best not to cry every time but I'm forever hurt. Tried my best to avoid us quarrel but we are still quarreling and it has been every week once or twice. I don't want to give up but at least I tried my best. Let the actions do it now. I'm sorry.